My Journey, My Life, My World

Happy New Year 2012

2012-01-21T18:57:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year 2012. I know it was too late to say it but now only I have time to write something in my blog. Working is so busy. No time to do my own thing. Today I go watch movie at Sunway Pyramid. The movie is Journey 2: The Mysterious Island.

It is an adventurous and interesting movie. Initially, I plan to watch it with a girl. But something happened and she ignore me. I don't know what I had done or said anything wrong, she just don't want to reply me. I understand. If two person are not meant to be together, no point to drag it. So I watch this movie alone and do last minute shopping for new year clothes.

Tomorrow I will back Ipoh for a week for Chinese New Year and spend my times with family.

New Life...

2011-11-09T11:35:00.002+08:00

Long time din update anything. Was too too too.... busy. Now can relief after finish everything. The end of my student life. Recently, just started to work. Starting new chapter of life. Hope this new life will be the better one for me.

Happy New Year 2011...

2011-01-03T13:33:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year 2011 to all. May this year will bring prosperity, healthy, happiness and success to all of us. Hope this year I can graduate my master degree and get a high paid job. Those unhappy thing which happen last year, I hope won't happen again this year. So work hard for this year 2011....

My 27th Birthday...

2010-04-12T15:11:00.006+08:00

Last month today was my 27th birthday. I plan to thanks all of them at here. Unfortunately I was too busy and no time to update my blog. Recently, I'm a bit free. So is time for me to write something at here. I want to take this opportunity to thanks all of my friends who had wished me before, on that day and after my birthday. I really appreciate all your wishes.

My first wish of this year birthday is from Rachel Lee. She wished me two days earlier than my actual birthday because she was at Taiwan during my birthday. After her wish, I received many early wishes. Haiz... Mainly all early wishes were from my friends who wishes me at Facebook. Not forgotten Pua Tze Lin (my former neighbour and Kai Mui) who sms and wish me on 11th March. It was too early to wish me. Almost half hour before my birthday on 12th March 2010 12.00am, I received birthday wishes through sms from Hamidah (my colleague in UPM who is tutor and my future supervisor). Haha... Sharp at 12.00am, I received sms from Vicky Leong and Ho Shan Ni. Both of them are my schoolmates during secondary school days.

At 12.08am, I was surprised to receive call from my lovely, pretty and caring Jie Jie. She is Liew Li Suen. What make me more happy is she called me from Hong Kong. She working as air-stewardess at there. I din expect she will remember my birthday. May be she remember it after saw people wishes me at Facebook then she only call me. Haha... But I do appreciate it so much. During our conversation, many sms coming in. Thanks to them who sms n wished me after midnight. Sorry to make you all sleep very late just to sms and wish me. Thanks.

Only 4 persons who called and wishes me. They were my Jie Jie, Katherijne David (UPM friend), Tai Weng Heong (Form 6 schoolmate) and Kamariah (AVO Genetic Lab, UPM). Those who sms me were Pua Tze Lin, Hamidah, Vicky Leong, Ho Shan Ni, Yin Hoong, Ching Shean, Chee Lok Yee (former St. John member), Mr Ng Weng Heng a.k.a UBI, Bao Xin cum my daughter, Wong Kok Hong, Ngee May, Chim Wei Kuan cum my kai mui, Alijah, Sin Yee, Pua Tze Lin, Sivasinggarapillay, my dear Irene Lee (classmate since standard 1), Bi Qi, Yen Pei Pei (MSU classmate), Mina Chang (St. John Officer cum my mummy), Sheryn Chin Sze Yin, Charmine Chow, Tan Yee Ling (former Kai Mui), Shuit Siew Hoong (knew him in BTN camp), Celesrine Liew (junior in MSU), Heng See Lin (my kai jie from Penang), Loo Siew Mei (former kai mui), Ting Tai Fook (St. John Officer), Law Woon Ching (St. John member), Lavinia Neoh (my kai mui), Wai Yin (my cousin), Lim Joey (friend's sister), Lee Kaih Yeang (St. John Officer from North Area), Lau Kah Yan (St. John member), Janet Ng (went out for 1 time together), Lai Boon Nee (my kai jie from Kedah), Ng Yin Yan (former Kai Mui, knew her at NCC 2005), Lee Zi Tong (my kai mui).

Friend who wishes me at Facebook includes...

Rachel Lee
Syndex Leong
Elsie Ooi
Heng See Lin
Markkus Lee
Joe Lai Yin
Foong Seong Heng
Leyu Yit Jing
Dato' Chang Ko Youn
Azma
Cheng Lai Kuan
Goh Wai Leng
Michelle Loo
Wong Wee Nee
Vikki Wong Ling Chie
Teh Seow Ling
Liew Weng Chuan
Ket Wai Loon
Oo Siew Kuan
Angeline Chen
Jessie Phung
Liew Yin Ann
Pravin
Yvonne Leong
Jenny Ngu Siew King
Christy Kong
Carolyn D'Costa
Lee Wai Yee
Rainbow Chai Fung
Tean Zi Yong
Gengta Tan
Wong Kok Hong
Nor Shafinas
Lim Kok Seng
Sue Ann C
Wong Jie Ying
Jessie Chen
Venus Ong
Chang Ling Kwai
Hoo Pui Yee
Edward Loong
Khor Han Bin
Goh Pei Pei
Melissa Lee
Adeline Tan
Panda Tan
Jaclyn Teh
Man Man
Nicole Thang Pooi Yee
Ncky Yusry 杨
Anabella Wong Bing Bing
Tang Woan Torng
Liew Li Hooi
Hoong Fai
Regina Tan
Jacintha
Nicole Kok Pui Eng
Ananda
Yvonne Chan
Cheah Yiat Ming
Chee Ann Kee
Mun Sing
Ho Shan Ni
Shree Ganesh
Irene Lee Ke Sin
Tai Wai Yee
Zakeeyah Shah
May Anne
Leong Yoke Yee
Wong Shiau Wan
Chua Bok Hui
Cassandra Low
Kong Sook CHing
Carmen Ng
Mun Chong
Lai Yu Khong
Aruna Devi
Lim Chooi Mei
Lim Chooi Yee
Sophie Lee
Nur Hafizawaty
Sia Sheuewah
Keith Looi Chee Seong
Azima
Khoo Chee Ming
Chan Chung Park
Phung Chee Seong
Sin Hue
Nor Hasnita Othman
Jennifer Pua Tze Hui
Lam Wai Kit
Lim Szu Xin
Liew Weng Kong
Leong Lih Ching
Teo Sin Mei
Wong Woan Chwen
Beh Ai Yan
Chan Wan Ting
Kelly Amy

Grace Tee

Karpagam Morgan

Chooi Mun Kit

Celine Koo

Kinki Lee

Sheling Ng

Wang Siew Hong

Sham Hayy

Cynthia Ong

Vishnu Rao

Wong Yuan Yean

Jess Liew

Catherine Ng Ho Yan

Windy Loo

Nigel

Choong Kar Yan

Sim Chee Choong

Melanie Khow Shy-Ning

Thu Noong

Noraini Alif

Felicia Chong

Lee Po Li

Hoe Yin

Eva Eva

Mamat

Tee Mei Choy

Crystalina Ching

Winnie Chong

Yuki Thun

YC Ng

Chai Ooi Li

Wong Suen Yen

Xiao Ken

Lim Joey

Lee Chee Yien

Jacqueline Tan

Joey Tay

Cheryl Loh

Lee Joanne

Eric Chong

Basitah

Yeoh Keat Ai

Axia Khalid

Jessie Cheng

Sin Ling

Chua Shwu Yann

Lee Kaih Yeang

Dania Aziz

Lee Wan Ting

Lam Yuet Shau

Jaya Balan

Carmen Chan

Cheah Sook Yee

Grace Lim

Venus Ng Pek Ngah

Joo Ann

Kok Hui Min

Lee Choew Guan

Ong Yee Nee

Cheah Charlotte

Sea Shell

Mayy Ting

Sun Yun Yee

Chua Yoke Mee

Shaw Kar Yan

Daphne Tan

Bryan

Jess Chah Huey Li

Lee Weng Choun

Chong Chui Yin

Sarah Hoong

Kim Li Wong

Christy Chu

Shuit Chong

Tai Xiao Hui

Leong Kok Hou

Chhong Chee Mun

Ong Hui Ming

Chang Siew Lee

Erika Bell

Falcon CK Lee

YS Lee

Sheryn Lim

Nadia Hassan

Fitri Yusof

Lee Li Yin

Alex Ho

Khoo Keat Yoke

Ng Pui San

Au Poi San

Chai Chee Wai

Siti Nuriffah

Lee Kar Hui

Choke Ying Ying

Angel Lai

Cheah Wee Nee

Chan Siew Teng

Lee Wing Kwong

Ng Wai Keat

Chong Pei Fang

Grace Cheah Yan Yan

Deepa

Cindy Chen

Lee Ching Yi

Wong Huey Juin

Chow Meng Wai

Kamal Azraei

Wong Chun Wai

Bao Huey

Amilia Anuar

Tham Lik Gin

Junnie Ooi

Vanessa Yang

Hue Shi San

Ying Sze Wen

Foo Suly

Valerie Teh

Goh Kah Yi

Margaret Tan

Loo Yee Ling

Lee Sau Peng

Liew Chee Wai

Looi Kar Yee

Jennifer Lin

Lim Yean Ling

Jenny See

All total of 262 peoples wished me by calling, sms and at Facebook. Million thanks to each and everyone of them. May God Bless You.

Happy Chinese New Year...

2010-02-20T14:42:00.007+08:00

Long time din update my blog. Was too busy with CNY things and visit friend's house. Let me start with the day I back to Ipoh. I back to Ipoh on 13th Feb (Sat) which is Chinese New Year Eve. I woke up as early as 6am to wash up and pack of my things. A night before I was busy cleaning up my room and slept around 1 something. Really tired and have to wake up so early. Sure la need to back Ipoh for CNY ma. If not sure get scold from my mum. Last month, I back to Ipoh. That time my mum ask when I back home for CNY. I said will back on 14th Feb (Sun) which is first day of CNY. Then my mum said "HAR!!!". I joked and said that day is Valentine's Day ma. Then she said "Oh, you have gf ar?" Haha... I said no la. Just don't have the feeling to celebrate CNY.

This is the first year I celebrate CNY at Ipoh. All these years, I celebrate it at Kampar. Sure you all don't understand why I celebrate it at Kampar but now at Ipoh. Here is the story. Talk back about myself first. My father is from Kampar and my mum from Ipoh. My father worked at Ipoh where they met each other and married then live at Ipoh. After my birth at Ipoh, they sent me back to Kampar to take care by my grandparents. So all these years I celebrate CNY at Kampar la. Just 2nd day of CNY need to back to Ipoh to my grandma's house (mother's mother). Why I said no feeling to celebrate CNY? It was because last 2 years I din celebrate it la because of the demise of my grandparents. My grandfather passed away on 18th Dec 2007. So I din celebrate 2008 CNY because still not pass 100 days. Then followed by my grandmother's demise on 27th Nov 2008. Same also no celebrate 2009 CNY because not yet pass 100 days. Haiz... So cham la 2 years no celebrate CNY. After they demise, I no longer back to Kampar because that house is belong to my uncle. My parents have house at Ipoh. That's why now I just back to Ipoh and not Kampar.

OK... Now back to 13th Feb. I walk from my house to LRT station. Fortunately on the way got taxi passed by and drove me to there. Then take LRT to Puduraya. I reached there so early and my bus time is 8.50am. So just sit there and read newspaper and wait for the time to pass. The bus start to move around 9am. I thought will reach Ipoh by 12 noon. Haiz... That time very very traffic jam. So reached Ipoh at 1pm. Then take mini bus to bus station and at there take bus back home. Finally reached home at 2pm. Really tired. Back home straight eat lunch and watch ntv7. The movie is "How to pick girls up". Old movie and so funny. It taught us how to woo girls. Haha... A night, makan besar la. Haha... That whole night also watch tv and online la. Slept around 1 something morning.

On first day of CNY, I woke up at 9 something. Plan to continue sleep but scare my mum will scold me. So have to wake up la but still feel sleepy. Do the same thing which are online and watch tv. Haha... I remember my big cousin come to my house to "bai nin". She left around 1 something evening. Then me and my sister send my mum to my grandma's house. She was asked to help in cooking for tomorrow dishes. At there, I meet my uncle (kau fu). We go out yum cha and I have lunch also. We ate at KFC. We choose the venue because not much shop open on the first day of CNY. Moreover that is the place where got air-cond. Haha... After eat, then fast-fast back home to watch movie at ntv7. Forgot the name already. At night go to grandma's house for dinner. During dinner, we discussed to have "dim sum" as breakfast for the next day. All agreed except my dad. He very stingy lor. He said he don't like to eat it. Actually he knows it's expensive so he don't want to eat. Not ask him belanja also. Haiz... At last he go also. That night watched tv and online. I think slept around 1 something morning.

Second day of CNY, I woke up at 5.30am. Wash myself and ready to go book the place for "dim sum". The shop that we want to go din open, so we choose another shop which the "dim sum" not so good la. My uncle paid the bills. I heard from my sister said the bill is more than RM100. After that, straight back home and continue sleeping. Haha... Wake up around 10 something la if I not mistaken. Watch tv and online is my activity. Around 1pm, then go to grandma's house for lunch. I met many relatives at there. Sure said "Kong Hei Fatt Choy" and get angpows lor. Hehe... Stay at there until 3pm then back home. My another uncle come to my house to "bai nin". Can get angpow also good la. Next we all go to another relative's house to "bai nin". Huhu.... Angpow mari my pocket. Kakaka..... At night also go to grandma's house for dinner. At around 9 something I go yum cha with my university mate which also my class mate. Yum cha until midnight then back home la. Have many things to chat because really long long time din meet each other. Back home online a while then oi oi lu.

Third day of CNY which is a busy day. My parents back to Kampar early in the morning. Me and my sister start moving at 9 something. Fetch me to breakfast then only start journey back Kampar. My friend sms me ask is it I'm free to go her house for gambling. Sure free la. Haha... As soon as reached Kampar straight go to her house to gamble. Gamble not good la better don't gamble. I lose RM15. Haiz... But if add angpows from there, plus minus no win no lose la. Actually my uncle ask my family back to Kampar for "low sang" la. Me din go la because that time gambling. After reach home feel relief because they got take away something for me to eat. After lunch, then be pig la (sleep). Wake up around 5 something evening, then go out with my sister to fill up her car's petrol. Then go to another friend's house to "low sang". At there gambling also la. Haha... This time my luck changed. I won RM15 like that la. After a while, me and my friends go to East Ocean Restaurant for 10th Anniversary Dinner.

Here are all the attendee for this successful event which organized by my best friend, Mun Chong. This dinner is to celebrate the 10th years all of us had left our alma mater, ACS Kampar. Time really passed very fast. If you din do something great in life, then you will feel your life is nothing and you wasted the times. It was so good to meet all old friends at there. Mostly all were successful and professional. Got few doctors, lawyer, dentist, businessman, photographer, sales agent and bla bla bla. Not forgotten those already married and become housewife. Haha... No reseacher at here. Hopefully in future I can be a successful researcher. The dinner end at nearly 10pm. All were busy snapping picture with friends and classmates. I reached home around 11pm. My sister waiting for me to back Ipoh and we reached home at midnight. So tired but still online a while before close my eyes.

Fourth day of CNY, I woke up at 9am. My sister cooked mee as my breakfast. Then waiting for my friend, Mr Ubi to fetch me to mini Genting to gamble la. Haha... We go to our officer's house. Say to "bai nin" is just an excuse, gambling is the real reason. I managed to win RM7 throughout 3 hours gambling. At first, I already know that I will lose money. Who knows I bet RM15 that time, I get double and I win RM30. Before that, I losing money. So after win RM30, consider win a bit la. Haha.... After gambling, go to Perak Cave because Mr Ubi want to listen his luck and bad for the year. I and a few friends managed to go there for a walk. I remembered I was there when I was small. I still have the pic took with my mum and sister. Then go to fill up our stomach at one restaurant at Greentown. After that go to Parade to play bowling. Next, heading back home. My mum cook dinner at home so no go my grandma's house for dinner. Online and watching tv is my activity again. Slept at 1 something morning. Last night I sleep at here because tomorrow I will back KL

Fifth day of CNY which is the last day I at Ipoh for this CNY. I went to breakfast with my sister at Ipoh. Then she fetch me to Medan Gopeng for bus. I reached there early. Luckily there is still empty space so I can go early. Reached KL around 12 something. Have lunch at Puduraya and then back home to take a nap. Around 4pm back to UPM to do lab works. Hardworking leh? Hopefully I can get good result for it. I still waiting for good result. Hope God will help me with it.

Ok la.... Have to stop blogging now. Continue do lab works. Will update my blog often.

Steamboat and Yum Cha....

2010-02-07T14:38:00.003+08:00

Yesterday late evening was our gathering at Tasty Steamboat @ Sunway. We reached there by 6 something. That time quite empty la not much people. We all sit out outside the shop. My friends all came and start "steamboating" la. Take so many prawns and bla bla bla put in the pot after this soup was heated. Suddenly, a lady boss (quite pretty but I know she is old because can see from her make up so tebal one) come to our table and ask if we can change our place to "SECOND" floor. Her reason is scare raining later. Yeah.... That time the sky is dark and we all agree to move our place. That lady asked us just to take our cup only and the rest on the things she will ask workers to move to us at second floor. Good la nothing much to take.

As soon as we reached second floor, sure quickly find a nice and good scenery place la. Waiting and waiting and waiting for quite a long time, our pot with was filled with many prawns and bla bla bla still not yet reach to us. My friends, Joo Hun and Sau Peng went and ask for few times where is our pot? That lady boss said our pot is at "THIRD" floor and we will take it back to second floor now. What the hell our pot at third floor?? She asked us to go second floor but take our pot to third floor. F**K her. Finally she said to my friend that our pot was taken by other table. She added will give another new pot to us. WhAT??? Really want to F**K her on the spot. We waited for a long time for the soup the boiled and put all the things inside and nearly can be eat, now our pot was given to others? We all was so angry that time. Wasted all our time. Should can eating now. Start all over again for the soup to get boiled and cook all the things then only we can eat. I remember we start to eat at nearly 9pm. Come at 7pm but start eating at 9pm. So angry that time, sure my BP rise up. Haiz....

Few hours at there, no raining also. That STUPID lady boss tricked us to go upstair because she want to reserve the outside place for other customer. If a customer come and see all place is full sure will go other shop. In order to make the place to be empty, she asked us to go upstair. F**K F**K F**K. Won't get cheated by you again because we won't come to this STUPID shop ANYMORE!!!!

Dear friends, please don't go to this shop named Tasty Steamboat @ Sunway because the service provided was so "char" and so bad. Better go to other shop if you want to get a better service.

The Reason I Can't be A Doctor

2010-01-30T21:20:00.002+08:00

Now I know the reason why I can't be a medical doctor. I was so scare to face death in front of me. Like what had happened to my friend, Yee Wen's death. I feel like I can't do anything. If I study hard in my schooling time 10 years back sure I can be a doctor now. Being a doctor is not a God. A doctor can't always save life. Sometimes the patient die during operation or on its own. That's why I can't be a successful doctor. I will feel sad if the patient die in my hand.

To be a successful doctor, you need to see death like normal thing. Can't be sad or disappointed over the death of your patients. If this happen, sure you will feel guilty and can't execute your duty well as a doctor. And the most important thing is don't always think of earning big money after being a doctor. If like this, sure you won't care of people's life and just will see money only. Like this sure can't be a successful doctor. Being a doctor the main priority is to save life.

For this reason, I still active in my organization, St. John Ambulance of Malaysia. I hope one day I'm able to save a life. I'm not afraid of seeing blood. I just afraid to see death in front of me. I don't hope to see it at all in my life at St. John.

Like everyone's hope when small is to be a doctor. I too have the same ambition. Due to my poor result in study, I can't study for medicine. I just can only study for Biomedicine. So I determine to finish my study with Phd degree and graduate as Doctor of Philosophy. After graduate, it is so nice to heard people call u, Dr Yow. Hope to hear this name one day while I'm still alive.

Rest In Peace.....

2010-01-29T19:16:00.004+08:00

My mood become so down now. I heard the news of my friend's death at 5 something in evening. Actually one of my friend sms to me said she will go to hospital to see her for last time at 3 something evening. But that time I was in the lab and I seldom bring my phone to lab. After I finished my lab and back to my room, I saw her sms. Her message said Dr announced that her brain is dead. I feel so shock to know it.

My friend who is in the hospital was involved in accident last week Wednesday. I heard she knocked her car at the tree. I don't know why her car knock to the tree. May be she was avoiding something or what. I plan to visit her that weekend but coincidence that weekend I need to back Ipoh. Thought of going to visit her this week with the other friends. Unfortunately, I don't have the chance to see her before she go. I can't remember when the last time we chat together. Just remember I always meet her when I go to lunch and ask her if she already have lunch.

I remember the first time I know her was in class. She was my first chinese friend that I knew after I come to UPM. She was so good because she introduces some of her chinese friend to me. I always said to her that I don't have much chinese friends at UPM and at my department. Although I know her not so deep, but she is good. I heard she faced problem in her research and she never give up. This is something that I need to learn from her. She vowed to graduate by this semester and she still got little bit of the experiment. I felt so pity for her that she not able to graduate with Master Degree.

When thinking about death, I feel so scare. I wonder where a person will go if that person pass away? I think I will only get to know this answer when my time comes. But I not manage to tell the answer to others. Haiz...

Life is so short. So we need to live every moments happily. Forget about the sad thing, think about the good one. Then only we will be happy always. I still trying to be happy. But I think I need more time for me to be happy again.

Now she is already passed away and I don't have the chance to meet her again. I pray she will be happy in the next life as she is now in this life.

Rest In Peace, Yee Wen. You will always be remembered....

Working Hard to Finish Everthing Fast

2010-01-29T13:46:00.002+08:00

It's a long time I din update my blog. Quite busy recently. Busy what? Sure busy doing my lab works la. I managed to finish all lab works but need to redo some of it for confirmation. Chinese New Year is around the corner, so I hope to finish everything fast before CNY. Then I really can enjoy and relax myself at that time. Praying hard that I will get successful result in my lab works. Thanks...

Smoking....

2010-01-19T13:32:00.002+08:00

Today I try something new which I never do it in my life. I smoke after lunch. My friend gave me one cigarette and the name is "harvest". It is not same with the one sell at the shops such as Salem, Dunhill, Malboro and so on. Harvest is come in a packet and you need to make the cigarette by your own. It is more healthier compare to those I mentioned just now. I feel my life is up one more stage. I know smoking is not good. But LIFE IS SHORT, you need to try something new. So I decided to smoke today. Moreover, I feel happy because I just finished all my lab works. Some sort of celebrating. Haha...

Lab works bye bye....

2010-01-19T13:27:00.002+08:00

Finally I finished all my lab works. Thanks God. Now I need to focus on writing up my thesis. Hopefully I can do it fast so I can submit my thesis and grad in this sem. Writing up thesis is very difficult because cannot copy la. If copy, then will plagiarism la. Cannot do that. Must change the sentence structure and keep the actual meaning. Haiz.... Very difficult when hear it and even more difficult when do it. Me like to copy and paste ma. Must change must attitude le.

Happy New Year 2010

2010-01-04T10:48:00.002+08:00

Remember a night before New Year because I sleep early and din go anywhere. Very waste hor? Haha... Already used to it. Any special day I also sleep early. May be don't want go anywhere or may be because no one go out with me. So anyone want go anywhere with me?? On New Year that day, whole day I watch hong kong famous drama "Beyond the Realm of Conscience". Very interesting la. Now rushing to finish this drama, then I have to focus to write my thesis la. Haiz...

Goodbye 2009..... Welcome 2010

2009-12-31T10:47:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of this year 2009. Tomorrow is the beginning of new year 2010. This year marked many ups and downs in my life. So for the next year I hope to finish my master degree and earn a good salary for my job. May God Bless me...

What the elderly said was TRUE....

2009-12-12T10:27:00.007+08:00

Let me share with you a story. My mom always tell me this during my secondary times and even in my university life. She said "During study time cannot "pak toh" (in love), must study good good. No need scare don't have girlfriend. After finish your study, find a good job and earn more money, girls will come to you. You no need go and chase for girls". At that times, I believe what my mom said. So I don't find any girl to be in love that time. Even I study hard for exam also, I can't get good result. May be because I'm not good in study. Haha... I guess too. After I grew more bigger, I feel that what my mom said is wrong. If girl come to me after I earn more money, mean that girl only love my money and not me. Mean no "true love" is just "two love". Haiz...

Last two nights I chat with my friend. She told me many things. She said the same things exactly what my mom told me before. Girls will only find those rich guy. When they want buy this and that, at least the guy will pay for them and they no need to pay their own money. Seem like there is no love here. What she said is only apply to KL girls. Frankly speaking I'm not a rich guy and I still studying. Is it mean I can't find any girlfriend or I can't love any girl??? If all KL girls think the same, mean all poor guy (like me) in KL will be monk la.

Lately, I have a feeling with a girl. I don't know why I easily got feeling towards girl. May be because I never have experience in love before, so I easily fall in love. As I mentioned in my post earlier, I dislike to "rampas" people's gf. If I have feeling with a girl, I just will keep silent and never tell that girl my feeling. Very stupid me, right? I guess I'm that kind of stupid and dumb people.

I know her through skype. That time I remember she is in relationship. So I just keep my feeling and silent. That day I continue chat with her and she told me that she broke up with her boyfriend about half month ago. It seems a good news for me. But when she ask me where I working, I don't know how to answer. I don't like to tell lie to people. So I replied, I'm still a student. I know this answer is not good for a girl to listen, but this is fact. I can't pretend I'm working and the reality is I'm still a student. After I said to her I'm a student, I can feel that she no longer interest chatting with me.

Is it I had done wrong?? I think I'm. I got sms her and leave message to her at Facebook. But she not even reply one. I know I already take the wrong step. I can't turn back and walk again. What already happened is happened, and what I can still do is to go on with my SINGLE life. I just feel regret I made the wrong move. I do pray hard to God, hope she is not the type of girl that like rich guy and she will reply to me. Hope someone up there will help me.....

My friend, Yean Ling's BIG day.... (Part 2)

2009-11-25T15:34:00.014+08:00

At night, we go to Yean Ling's wedding dinner. Those not coming in the morning were present at night to witness this memorable event. I heard there are 30 tables, mean around 300 peoples were present. Don't know when I get marry that time, how many tables I need leh? Haha...

At there, I met a few old friends that I already know since 13 years ago.

Chin Fei, Chan Hoe and Lai Yern

We were classmates in Form1 class 1KH8 year 1996. Time passes very fast. Now already 13 years. Some already married, some engaged, some in a relationship and some single. Single mean me la. Don't know when I can be in relationship?? Hope God will tell me about it.

Talking about friendship. These two friends are the longest. We knew each others for 19 years since 1990. Next year will be 20 years.

Sau Peng and Ke Sin (Irene)

Ok.... Now we back to wedding dinner. Before the first dish out, we (Me, Sau Peng, Sarah and Vicky) managed to sing two songs for our beloved friend, Yean Ling and her husband. The songs we sang were from Westlife entitled "Seasons In The Sun" and "If I Let You Go". Don't know how come I got a big courage to sing on the stage to around 300 peoples. If I have this courage to woo a girl, then will better la. Unfortunately, I don't have. Haiz...

There were seven dishes, one dessert and one "kuih". Not bad the dishes and the length of time the dishes come out is quite fast. The dinner finished around 9.30pm.

The couples went to the stage for cutting the wedding cake and wine toasting.

Then, they need to kiss each other as requested by others. Haha....

Woah..... kiss so long la

A while later, the dinner end. Before back home, I managed to snap a pic with this newly wed couple.

Here I wish them Happy Marriage, Happy Forever and May God Bless both of you....

My friend, Yean Ling's BIG day.... (Part 1)

2009-11-25T10:51:00.016+08:00

Last weekend, I back Kampar to attend my best friend wedding. She is Lim Yean Ling.

sweet hor ??

Friday night already reach there to go her house to have "chao fun". I managed to sing a song with my friend, Vicky to her. This song is sang by Alam Tam and the name of the song is "Peng You" (friendship). I think this song is meaningful to describe our friendship for the past 10 years. We then play poker card at her house until 1am, only go back home.

Saturday morning I wake up early to have breakfast and then rush to her house to be "ji mui". Usually "ji mui" is girl but this time is special. A guy be "ji mui". Haha... Who ask we had known each other for a long long time la. So many old secondary schoolmates were at there too. The groom come early to fetch the bride. First thing he did after arrived is..... give rasuah (angpow) first la. Sure la. So we will not play him very geng ma. Hehe...

Here is the photo....

The groom need to undergo many tasks before meet the bride.

First game is to go neighbour and tell them that he want to marry their neighbour, Yean Ling as wife. Then ask for their blessing. Second game is to blow the plates contain flour and cili kering. After can see the cili kering, then need to arrange it to form "I LOVE U".

Actually this round, the groom din do it, he just blow it and rush to enter the house. Luckily, we got body guard and the door was lock. So he can't enter. Haha... Later on, I found out that got other people helping him to arrange the word.

Here is the evidence....

Next, the groom need to find out which keys to enter the house.

Very lucky he got the correct keys in his first attempt. Then he need to drink something that contain 4 flavours which are sweet, sour, bitter and spicy. Quite scary, right? But this is common because need to test whether the groom willing to spend his life with the bride until forever. He indeed a good man and husband. He himself drink sour, bitter and spicy. He let sweet for his buddy. Really good "heng dai".

Groom later go to first floor for last task. Before that he need to do pumping for 10 times.

This is to test if he got energy. Like Cantonese said "you sam you lik". Haha.... This word only right to be used at night when all lights off. Sure you know what I said. =p

Then he need to sing a song to bride using guitar as music. Then only I know he and his friend form a group for singing and do the lyrics. He really talented until I feel touched when I listen to the lyrics.

After singing, he need to give BIG angpow before can get the bride. And he did give a BIG angpow.

Finally, the groom get the bride and they kiss to due to our request. Sure la this is very common in every wedding event.

Then they went down to "chum cha" to the bride's parents and her relatives as well as her siblings.

Lastly, all gather together to take group photos. All "heng dai" and "ji mui" also take this chance to take pic with the newly wed couple.

It marks the end of today event. At night is her wedding dinner. So everyone need to back home and get a nice attire for tonight dinner.

Stop for now. Need to have lunch. Continue later. Stay tuned.....

My Two Memorable Weekends at Penang...

2009-11-18T15:14:00.012+08:00

Last last weekend (7th and 8th Nov) I went to Penang with two "sei dong" (buddy). Here are they...

Kok Seng...

Weng Heng a.k.a Ubi...

and........

me....

We go there to attend a Basic Ambulance Care course organized by St. John Ambulance of Malaysia, State of Penang. This course is mainly about advanced first aid. This course really interesting and meaningful. Congratulations to all Staff and EMAS team who teach us many many things about basic life support and first aid.

We start depart from Ipoh around 11am and arrived at Penang about 1.30pm. First topic of the day is "Emergency Childbirth". It taught us how to help a woman who is delivering a baby. Many new things I learnt from this topic. Next topic is Basic Life Support related on Cardio-Pulmonary Resuscitation (CPR) and Automatic External Defibrillator (AED). Followed by workshop of related topic. Class end at 10.00pm. Then we all go to "yum cha" (minum) at nearby stall.

The next day also the same attend lecture, lecture and lecture until 7pm. Then we go for dinner before back Ipoh. Reach home around 11.30pm.

On last weekend (14th and 15th Nov), we went back to there for that course. Also same whole day lecture. That night we din sleep much because study for exam on the next day. 15th Nov is the exam day for this Basic Ambulance Care. Fortunately, I managed to pass it. Thanks God.. My efforts are not wasted. Haha....

Before end, we have group session photos...

Then, we go for steamboat as dinner before back to Ipoh...

After reached home, I straight go to sleep because is too tired. ZZzzzz..zzz....

3 Movies in a DAY.....

2009-09-24T17:02:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I din go to lab (my working place) because want to take a rest after spent 4 days of my holidays working at there. Feel good to take a day off. I went to Midvalley for movies. Wednesday is a good day to watch movie at cinema because it cheaper than other day. Just RM7.00 per movie. I think is affordable. So I watch 3 movies that day. I buy ticket for Tsunami At Haeundae, Kung Fu Cyborg and Ashes of Time Redux.

May be you will say me stupid or gila la because watch 3 movies a day. Haiz... May be me really sot sot dei (gila). What can I do?? Actually is fun in and out from cinema. I forgot when is the last time I watch 3 movies a day. I think is end of last year or early this year. Can't remember la. For sure this is not my first time watch 3 movies a day. Haha....

Holiday....

2009-09-18T19:38:00.008+08:00

Tomorrow start holiday for Hari Raya. But I din go back Ipoh. Tomorrow me start to work non-stop for a week. Hopefully by next week can finish the work that I had planned. Hope God will bless me, so that I can finish all lab works by this semester.

Puasa Again...

2009-09-17T17:42:00.003+08:00

Today was busy with my cloning result. Want to align this and that whether it is compatible. Haiz... Many things need to do. At first, think want to finish it first then go for lunch. Unfortunately meet my supervisor. She said me need to go for a seminar at 2pm. That time already 1.55pm. 5 min where enough time for me to eat. Drive to outside already take 5 min. So no choice lor I din eat lunch. I just have 3 slices of bread and a cup of milo this morning around 9am as breakfast. So stomach keep making sound while at hall. Haha... Sometimes don't eat is good because can keep slim and can save money. But the consequence is get GASTRIC. Have to bet my luck if will get gastric tonight. Hopefully I won't.

Weekend at Penang (Part 2)

2009-09-15T14:59:00.001+08:00

We wake up as early as 6.30am to wash up and get ready for our friends come and fetch us. First stop for the day is....

Kedai Makanan Carnation

At here, we have our breakfast which is Bak Kuh Teh (Yuk Kwat Cha). First time in life eat this as breakfast.

These four dishes are very good and delicious. Unfortunately, I can't eat much la because morning ma. Hehe....

After this, we go for canoeing (kayak). This is the place we go...

Photo of this part (which include how we all play water and funny funny things) will be uploaded as soon as I get those photos from my friend's camera. Stay tuned...

Next, we go to Chew Jetty to see Penang Clan Jetties. It is one of the UNESCO World Heritage Listing. The people here live on the bridge and under them it is the sea. If accidentally fall into it, then finish la. Very scary, right?

At here, there is people live on the bridge here. Quite dangerous la because under there is sea. There are house for home stay. May be you want to stay at here next time ^^ Before we go, sure must take a photo for memory....

This photo is taken from Kar Hui's facebook.

Here are all Penang friends that accompany us for whole morning until afternoon. Thanks to Kelvin, Tracy, Boon Nee, Ben, Choong Wei, Khai Sheong, Teik Kean and Junnie... Hope we will meet again one day.

Then we go opposite road stall (food court) to have our lunch before we back to Ipoh. After more than one hour chatting, then we go back la. Although it is just one and a half day trip, but I feel it is so enjoyable and memorable because can meet many friends at here.

Me and Kar Hui start our journey back Ipoh around 3 something and reach there at 5pm. Quite fast. After that, I take 5.35pm bus back KL. I reach Puduraya around 8 something and have my dinner at there. Then take train and back home. Lastly, sleep........ zzz

My Meaningful Weekend at Penang (Part 1)

2009-09-14T10:59:00.000+08:00

Last weekend I went to Penang with my buddy, Kar Hui to visit few friends from there which I already knew since 5 years ago but never keep contact after that. So paiseh to say that. Haha...

This is my buddy, Kar Hui...

We depart from Ipoh as early as 7.30am and estimate will reach there by 9.30am to have breakfast with them. Very unlucky there is an accident happen before the exit to Batu Kawan and cause us trap there more than 30 minutes. Our car move slow like snail. Haiz... Finally around 10 something reach there lor. Hooray....

The first place we go to meet our friend at there is.....

St. John Ambulance of Malaysia, Penang Headquarter

Here is our tour guide for this trip

Khai Sheong (2nd from right) and his gf, Shu Juang (1st from right)

After check in at their room, then we headed to breakfast at nearby market at Ayer Itam. That shop got many good and tasty food. I like that char koay teow very much. Next time must go to that stall and taste it. The first place we go is the famous place, The Kek Lok Si temple. There are many photos I had taken and you can view it from http://www.facebook.com/yowwengkit. Remember the last time I went to Penang is 3 years ago in 2006. I did visit this place that time.

Here is the Bronze Kuan Yin statue 3 years ago

But now the Kuan Yin is in jail....

Pity her la... But is ok because all the jail things will be removed by the end of this year. The purpose to jail Kuan Yin is to make a roof to cover her. Luckily....

Then we all go to Gurney Plaza to jalan-jalan and and have our lunch. We search for many shops for lunch, we don't have any idea. Finally we agree to have lunch at this restaurant.

This is the No.1 Chicken Restaurant in Korea. Din expect we go to DIU KAI (melanggan pelacur) at Penang. Haha... Usually dui kai is only for male but female also got....

She seems not believing she is diu kai too. Haha...

Here is the photo of the chicken that we all diu....

Me and Kar Hui have the same chicken

This chicken is belong to Khai Sheong

So poor this chicken eat by Shu Juang

Before I leave this shop, sure must take picture that I had been to Korea No.1 Chicken Restaurant to Diu Kai. Keep this as memory that I been to diu kai before...

Nice anot? Hehe...

Next station we go to The Chocolate Boutique. Actually that place is very nice because got free testing of chocolate. The staff there ask you to try this and that flavours. If don't plan to buy also never mind, at least got free eating. I remember my tuition teacher ask me before. What food is the most tasty? I think for a long time and answer him I don't know. He reply free thing is the most tasty. I laughed. Haha... The price at there quite average la. At first I plan to buy some but the staff there serve us in a not good manner. So we decide to go without buying anything.

Then we all go to buy biscuits (Tau Sar Pneah) at that place with have history of 150 years.

At night the activity is plan by another tour guide named Boon Nee..

Pretty? Yes, she is....

She invite us to have steamboat at dinner. This place is at Teluk Kumbar.

The shop name is Hai Boey Seafood

A total of 5 dishes were ordered. Ladies and gentlements, here are the dishes....

While we eating, my friend, Boon Nee she saw a ex-badminton player at there. Then I ask her who. She said is Ong Ewe Hock. Sure you all don't know who is him. You all can know more about him at this website http://www.badminton-information.com/ong-ewe-hock.html. I tried to search internet and manage to get his photo. Here it is.

This is his look after retired from badminton world. I just managed to take photo of him from side. Don't know what is his doing now but he still look fit.

Before we go, Boon Nee order dessert for us...

The foods in this shop was too good and 1 word to describe it. "WONDERFUL". We all leave that shop with big stomach. Haha....

One thing special about this place is there got aquarium. Here it is...

The aquarium is so special because it located inside the toilet. And only available in male toilet. You will urinate on it. Sure all the fishes won't die la because it separate from the urine by tank. You can see those fishes swim here and there and you easily urinate. Hehe...

Next stop we go yam cha at Gurney Drive. Do you all still remember about Tsunami? It happenned at here at the end of year 2004. We go that place yam cha la.

We choose this shop for yam cha

We order 3 cups of drink. Blue colour is Blue Hawaii for myself, Green colour is Green Island for Boon Nee and Red colour is Double Summer for Kar Hui. It all made by Soda and don't know mix with what la. Taste not so bad and a bit sweet. Haha.... After more than 1 hour chatting, finally reach our room at SJAM Penang HQ. Back there sure straight sleep because tired....

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Movie - The Final Destination

2009-09-06T11:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday late evening me and my friend went for a movie. I suggest to him that I want to watch The Final Destination 3D. He said don't want la. I know he scare la. Haha... At last he agreed.

I had watched the trailer of this movie. Quite scary. At first, I think I'm not scare at all but at last I scare. When know got something happen, I will cover my eyes and peep only. Actually is not so scary. I think this movie is different from the previous 3 movies because there are many internal organ coming out (intestine, stomach, brain.....). Scary hor? Yes la.... So for girls who plan to watch this movie, must ask your boyfriend to accompany u lor. At least when the scary scene appear, got someone for you to hide behind or someone to hug. If no guy want to go with you, then can ask me. But must belanja me watch la. Haha....

This story is same with the previous 3 movies whereby there is someone see what will happen next. The time it happened at car race track where cars crash and crushing some spectators and resulting in the stadium partially collapsing, killing everyone present. The actor, Nick convinces his friends Lori Milligan, Hunt Wynorski and Janet Cunnigham to leave, with the quartet being followed by a handful of others who become angry with Nick after he pushes past them to escape. All of them who escape from stadium die violently in freak accidents.

Here are some of the scenes....

Scary? Haha... Go to the nearest cinema and check it out. If watch 3D the ticket is RM17.00 and 2D is RM12.00. My overall rating for this movie is 8/10.

Heart Attack Please Go Away.....

2009-09-01T19:18:00.001+08:00

Today I come early just to do lab work. When I open my drawer at freezer, I notice that my new mixture of ladder (reagent) was used by someone else and it is put at wrong place. I remember last Friday before I go back home, I put it in packet with other reagents together. But now it was out from that packet and was used with little balance only. My friend, A help me do the mixture of ladder and it was nearly full of the tube. I was angry when I saw it. I suspect only 1 person will used my things without ask my permission and he always do that. He is the "old man" in our lab. I meet him in lab and he didn't inform me about that. I was doing my thing that time and I don't want ask him about it. Scare later I do wrongly in my thing. Before I confirm is he do used my thing, I go and ask A and he said he din use it. Then I confirm is that f----r "old man" used it. I don't want ask him about that because I don't even want to see him b----y face. As soon as I enter the lab after class, that p---i old man tell me he used my ladder. Then I start to ask him about my ladder since he admit it. I ask why my tube left little ladder only. He reply he do many samples and many markers last few days. Then I take 1 tube of ladder from this drawer and show him what is it? He seem nothing happen and reply "It's yours". Now I know is he take my ladder and he put it in a new tube and then put in his drawer. How can he do like that without ask my permission? I will give some of my ladder to him if he ask for it. I know "sharing is caring". But his action make me feel he likes to do something without ask permission and never think of any obstacles ahead. This kind of people I can said will not success in life because not even have planning of what to do and what challenge in front. I make my decision not to talk to him more than few words. If he ask me anything, I will just answer "Yes", "No" or "I don't know". When I started to think of what happen today and even see his face, my BP will start to increase. I know my life span will be shortened after this incident and many past incidents. I might get stroke as well. God, please help me.....

Raining... Yet going to lab

2009-08-22T15:54:00.001+08:00

Today is Saturday. Actually plan to wake up at 7am to go jogging. Very hardworking? NO la... Just got some people said me got big stomach (perut buncit / tow lum). So mai need to exercise a bit lor. Hope it will get smaller la. Hehe.. Already set alarm but everyday also lazy to wake up. Alarm keep on ringing finally wake up at 8.30am. Wash up and change clothes then ready to go jogging. Walk walk walk at Garden there, then go to have breakfast. Sit at that mamak stall about 1 hour for eating n reading newspaper. Then back home change clothes go to lab to do some of my lab work. The weather is so good. Suddenly raining and stop, then continue rain and stop. The rain is not heavy just like small drops (lok kau si). But I got wet also. Arrived to lab sure cold la then faster put on lab coat to prevent from shivering. Then I start to do lab work la. Do many things today. The important thing is I din have my lunch. Lazy to go la and want to try puasa ma. Haha... After reach home only have dinner la... Hope later back home no raining

Movie - I Love You, Beth Cooper

2009-08-21T11:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday evening I went to watch movie with my fren (girl la) at Mid Valley. My fren let me choose between 2 movies, either District 9 or I Love You, Beth Cooper. District 9 aired at 6.30pm while the other aired at 6.40pm. Before I talk about that movie, let me talk how I go to Mid Valley. After back from University, I quickly back home put my school bag then drive.... my bike to Bandar Tasik Selatan Station. When I reach there, I saw the KTM Commuter already go off. So have to wait for another train la. Haiz.... Already wait for more than half hour no train coming. Then heard announcement said the train got kerosakan and stop at some place. I really don't like to take train because have to wait for a long time and always experience kerosakan. Hope our government will look into this matter and upgrade the facilities.

My fren waiting me at there. At first she ask me go there first and take the ticket. Now already late no choice lor so she has to go and take it la... Very paiseh want girl to take ticket. Finally that stupid (must put some imbuhan so the sentence will be more kuat, Haha) train come at 6.10pm. Luckily still manage to reach there on time. I don't know what movie ticket that my fren will buy. Then she told me she buy ticket for I Love You, Beth Cooper.

Both of us eat at McDonalds la. Just have our burgers, then drinks and fries bring inside to cinema. How can bring outside foods inside cinema except those purchase at there counter? Then my fren take out a Padini bag and put all fries and drink inside the bag. Then mai go inside watch movie lor.

From this title of this movie, sure is love movie la. Plus hor is 18PL. Mean combination of 18SG, 18SX and 18PA. Many censored scene la mean this movie got that thing la. Don't know DVD got cut anot leh? Hehe....

This movie is about a guy (actor) like the actress but don't have the courage to tell her. Erm.... Seem like I a bit same with this guy. Finally he said all his feelings to that girl on their Convocation Day. It quite funny that scene.

Here is the actress.... Leng lui leh??

This actor invite actress and all her fren to his home for party. Here come the gals.

There his fren bring out condoms....

Funny leh? Haha.... Bet you sure will laugh with your mouth open big big.

Here is the bathroom scene. Already censored the part where the actress open her towel which cover her body. Don't know DVD got censored anot leh? Must purchased one and see it. Haha...

At last, I think the actor and actress are together la... Din mention in the movie.

Don't want to say so much la. Let you go and see it yourself.

Finally, my comment for this movie is funny and good (sure la because got many leng lui and censored scene ma. Haha...)

My rating for this movie is 8/10

The Day I Know Her (Part 2)

2009-08-20T09:53:00.000+08:00

Ok... Now continue to talk about her. Who is her? A la… Don’t know A? Refer back my previous post. The next night I got the chance to call her. At first I really scare she won’t answer my call. U know la where got girl will answer stranger’s call geh? Only meet 1 time wor. Luckily she answer my call. The first thing she said was there is no one ever had ask permission to call her. Mean I’m the first one la. I scare ma sure need to call permission if can call her la. She said if I want to call, then can straight call la. No need ask geh. Haha… That night we chat more than 1 and half hour but less than 2 hours cos she want to sleep lor. If she din work the next day, sure we continue chat la.

In the conversation, we had talked many things. Mostly is my things la. She ask about my things, then I answer la. Then I got ask why she break up with her bf but she refuse to answer. I know la… Girl hurt already sure don’t want to mention back the old thing la. (Seem like me understand girl… Haha). At my kai mui’s convocation day, she smiled very happily. So I can make a hypothesis that is her who call for a break up with her bf. Then can make sense why she was happy that day. If her bf call for break up, sure she cannot smile la. They already been together for more than 2 years lor. Then only I know that I make wrong hypothesis. She said both of them call for break up (mean no one fei people and no one let people fei). I ask how come she was so happy that day. She answered she just pretend to be happy only. She really a good actress, I was cheated. =(

I had told her many things about myself such as my plan for future, what type of girl I like and so on. The most important thing is I had told her that I like her from the first meeting with her at my kai mui’s convocation day. Very stupid hor me? Me kind of a person who like to tell everything and keep no secret. If time can return back, I won’t tell her so many things. Haiz… Now regret also useless because things already happened and can't return back. If Doraemon is here, then can ask his help to bring me back to previous time. I’m sure I had scared her but she said she not scared and thanks me for tell jokes to make her happy. Actually is not joke, is my real feeling la. I really got feel to her, but she thinks me play play only. (Don’t know she really can feel it and don’t want accept me now or she really assume I talk jokes) Is it my look or appearance give girls that kind of thinking about myself? If I’m younger sure I will play la. But now I’m old.

This year 26++. If round up already 30 years old. My aim is to marry by 30, so my children won’t have a big gap with me. If I marry late, sure there is big gap between us. A good example is me and my father. This year he is 63 and I’m 26. 63-26=37. Am I right? (Maybe I think too much le). My Math not so good but this simple Math I can calculate using calculator la. Haha… I promised to call her every night to greet good night and morning sms to greet her good morning. Am I good? Or I do unnecessary thing? I know I’m too fast to express my feeling. But that is the real character of me. I don’t like to lie to people la. I just hope she can feel I treat her good only.

The next morning I do give her good morning sms. She reply back said she take me as kidding first for last night conversation. What mean by first? Am I got hope in future? No one knows. Sure I hope got hope la. Haiz… The subsequent morning and night I do sms and call her. The last time I call her was on 16/8. She said me so desperate. What really mean with desperate? I check from dictionary got many meanings of this word. I take this word as bersungguh-sungguh (in BM). I do desperate to have a gf now la. As I said just now, me old la. Maybe some of you won’t agree with me and always said me still young and handsome. I can feel myself getting old and not so handsome (wrinkles appear when smile). If I don’t find gf now, is it I need to find gf after all my wrinkles appear? Haiz… From that conversation, I can feel that she think me disturbing and so “ma fan” (Cantonese word). Because of that I no longer sms or call her. But I still like her.

Is it I’m so small gas??

Is it I should call her back??

Is it I should forget her??

Maybe you all don’t know about me. I born with many weaknesses (kelemahan). Sure la… No one is this world born with no weakness. Even Superman also got weakness. Haha…

Here is the list of my weakness.

Pessimistic.
Not romantic.
No confidence.
Don’t have courage to chase a girl.

(Until now, I just can think of these 4 only)

Got weakness must have strength (kekuatan). Not much la my strength. Only 1 that is CARING…. But I know only 1 strength is not enough to fight with 4 weaknesses.

Sometimes I think I shouldn’t find a pretty gf because I scare 1 day will break up with her. Maybe I only deserve an average look girl. Many people said pretty / handsome will match with ugly. Meaning is a handsome guy will match with ugly girl and ugly guy will match with pretty girl. Sure you all not agree with me. I agree there are handsome guy match with pretty girl and ugly guy match with ugly girl. But all these are in small amount. Big amount are handsome guy will match with ugly girl and ugly guy will match with pretty girl.

Based on my appearance, what you think my gf or future wife will look like? Many people said me handsome. I don’t agree with them and I always said myself not handsome. Why I said so? It’s simple because I just want to have a pretty gf. If I’m handsome, how can I can pretty girl. But in reality I’m not ugly (mean handsome la). This is what people told me. So my future gf or wife will be u__y. Haiz…. When think about it make me pening only.

That’s all from now. Going to bed. Zzz…

My Kai Mui's Convocation Day..... The Day I Know Her

2009-08-19T17:23:00.000+08:00

This is my first time to blog in my whole life. All these while never think want to blog because I think is a waste of time to crap crap crap and talk nonsense here. Finally, I also crap at here. Haiz... What make me start to blog here is something happened to me last week. Here is the story….

Once upon a time ago, (Sorry, write wrongly. Thought writing story ^-^) Last week, I went to my kai mui’s Convocation Day. She is my kai jie’s mui mui, so she is my kai mui la.

She is my kai jie... Leng lui???

Here is my kai mui, Li Hooi

Sure I can’t go there with tangan kosong. So I bought her Mr Snoopy and blue roses.

Nice mou???

I din expect to meet any of her friends at there. At there, so happy to see Jie Jie (my kai jie), her daddy, mummy, popo and aunty. My kai mui went snap photos with all her classmates. We all have to wait long time for her because she is very popular and leng lui one. Sure many admirer la. After more than hour waiting, finally she arrived.

Luckily she bring Mr Snoopy and blue roses take picture with me ^-^

She come with her friend, A and B. A is quite fair and B is opposite. I expect A is unavailable because she is fair, pretty and cute. Sure already is people’s gf. Then I think B is available because she is short gua (Sorry for saying that). But I interested in A only.

Guess which one is A and B?

Sure la because everyone want to choose someone is pretty and cute. Same to me. Then my Jie Jie told me A is available and B is unavailable. I was shocked. How come a pretty and cute girl (refer to A) is available? Then she told me A break up already. I feel a bit happy. Sure la because I got feeling to her ma. Single mean I got chance la. If double (in relationship), mean me no chance lor and I don’t want because I don’t like to rampas people’s gf. I be photographer of my kai mui and her friends. After 1 hour of snapping photos, all very hungry lor. Sure la stand for more than an hour waiting for my kai mui. Then go to nearby restaurant have lunch. The foods there very nice. I like that soup, spicy soup (lat tong). Many peppers in it so spicy la but it taste really good. After eat, then bring my kai mui go studio take pics with her family. I was told to go too. A bit happy can take pic with her family. Hehe..

At there, we meet A again. Her appointment is before my kai mui. So I can see her taking pic at there la. 1 word to describe her, Beautiful (leng lui). We got chat while my kai mui preparing n snapping pics. I also got snap few pics with her.

Nice pic? Match?

I want to ask A her handphone number but forget already. At night, I sms my kai mui ask A’s hp no. She give me another day. Then next day at night, I sms A la. The first sms I wrote is Hi… Is it this is ______? Very short and simple. Want her to guess who am i. Haha…. After half hour waiting also no reply from her. Then I sms her again said I’m Weng Kit. Finally she reply her around 10 something. She said she just came back from work. Pity her lor work until very late =( I want to call her chat la but this is the first day we sms only. If I call her sure scare her la. So I ask her permission if I can call or sms her la. Scare she think I’m very disturbing ma. Then she no reply. Finally I sms her said I want to sleep le. She reply back after midnight said she on the phone just now. Me quite sad lor. I can guess just now that call is guy call her la, if not won't chat until so long geh. Haiz…

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